no dirty dishes

these past few days I've been eating out of habit, not out of hunger. a glance at the clock. a cursory check of short term memory: how long has it been since my mouth was occupied with food and my jaws occupied with the chewing motion? this sort of thing has happened before, I am not concerned. maybe this is a manifestation of being anxious. maybe this is subconscious conditioning for homeless living. maybe this is evolution at work.